Anokhi looks at her with tears in her eyes and tells her “When he was shouting at me, I didn’t see any anger in him or his eyes Pallu. All I saw was that hatred and disgust for me in his eyes. It broke me Pallavi. I was never expected to see soo much of disgust and hatred in his eyes for me. You don’t know how painful it is Pallavi. The man I am attracted to is disgusted with me. He don’t want to see the goodness in me” Before she can continue Pallavi cuts her in between amd asks her “What did you just say?”
Anokhi looks at her confused and recites the words she has said to her. Pallavi gives her a huge smile and tells her “See. This was just an attraction. You yourself called it attraction with your own mouth Anokhi. You don’t need to be broken or feel broken at all. Your heart has started noticing the differences Anokhi and moreover you shouldn’t run after the man who constantly humiliates you, shows you low, treats you like you are just a piece of shit. You shouldn’t love such a man who constantly tries to show you low. Even in the class, He tried to humiliate you and that’s why he called you to explain Law of Relativity Anokhi. Please stop running after him and start respecting yourself Pallavi” Pallavi pleads her.
Anokhi looks at her and tells her with pain “It is going to be very hard for me to stop thinking about him Pallu. I have loved him for three years. It is going to be difficult but I won’t let him hurt me anymore. I will chose my self respect over him” Anokhi tells her with determination. Pallavi smiles. Pallavi and Anokhi leave from there.
Shaurya is in his room, his children have slept. He leans on the wall and closing his eyes, he remembers how he has shouted at Anokhi and got personal with her. He is feeling guilty now as his anget has calmed down. He is confused with his behaviour. He was never like this. He had a strong mindset but today, he has behaved like a weak and egoistic person. He is regretting his actions. He is regretting his words but then still he is not feeling like apologising to her. He is not feeling like consoling her. Even though his heart is forcing him to leave his ego and apologise, his brain is totally against it and he has stopped listening to his heart a long back. Still thete is something that is not letting him sleep. Her teary face is coming before his eyes. He has never hurted anyone intentionally line this but today he has hurted soneone and hae become the reason for their tears. He runs his hand through his hair with a sigh.
Pallavi and Anokhi just had their dinner. They both are thinking about the same. Pallavi is blaming herself for Shaurya’s hatred towards Anokhi. She is feeling like she is the reason that he hates her. She looks at Anokhi who is sleeping on her side but then it felt like she is pretending to sleep. The sides of her eyes has the dried tears which makes her sad. If she wouldn’t have gotten angry at Anokhi then this wouldn’t have happened and he wouldn’t have hated her soo much. She closes her eyes upset. But in a way she is happy that Anokhi won’t act like a fool in love anymore.
Next Morning they both go to the college and as always Ahil drops them at the college. Anokhi is not interested in talking about Shaurya anymore after whatever he has said or she is just assuring herself that she is not interested but at that moment she chose to chose her self respect over him other wise she would become more cheap in his eyes. She is somewhere at mistake that he got personal with her and she is going to fix this mistake of hers. Ahil drops them at the college and they both give him a smile and go to their classes.
To Be Continued..