ShaKhi FF| Her Selfless Love: Chapter 25

Anokhi looks at her and tells her with pain “It is going to be very hard for me to stop thinking about him Pallu. I have loved him for three years. It is going to be difficult but I won’t let him hurt me anymore. I will chose my self respect over him” Anokhi tells her with determination. Pallavi smiles. Pallavi and Anokhi leave from there.

Shaurya is in his room, his children have slept. He leans on the wall and closing his eyes, he remembers how he has shouted at Anokhi and got personal with her. He is feeling guilty now as his anget has calmed down. He is confused with his behaviour. He was never like this. He had a strong mindset but today, he has behaved like a weak and egoistic person. He is regretting his actions. He is regretting his words but then still he is not feeling like apologising to her. He is not feeling like consoling her. Even though his heart is forcing him to leave his ego and apologise, his brain is totally against it and he has stopped listening to his heart a long back. Still thete is something that is not letting him sleep. Her teary face is coming before his eyes. He has never hurted anyone intentionally line this but today he has hurted soneone and hae become the reason for their tears. He runs his hand through his hair with a sigh.

   

Pallavi and Anokhi just had their dinner. They both are thinking about the same. Pallavi is blaming herself for Shaurya’s hatred towards Anokhi. She is feeling like she is the reason that he hates her. She looks at Anokhi who is sleeping on her side but then it felt like she is pretending to sleep. The sides of her eyes has the dried tears which makes her sad. If she wouldn’t have gotten angry at Anokhi then this wouldn’t have happened and he wouldn’t have hated her soo much. She closes her eyes upset. But in a way she is happy that Anokhi won’t act like a fool in love anymore.

Next Morning they both go to the college and as always Ahil drops them at the college. Anokhi is not interested in talking about Shaurya anymore after whatever he has said or she is just assuring herself that she is not interested but at that moment she chose to chose her self respect over him other wise she would become more cheap in his eyes. She is somewhere at mistake that he got personal with her and she is going to fix this mistake of hers. Ahil drops them at the college and they both give him a smile and go to their classes. As usual the classes starts. Shaurya in between the class looks at Anokhi but not for once she looks at his face. Shaurya feels bad for hurting her before. It’s true something in him dislikes her but that doesn’t mean he will hurt her on every chance he gets. He should respect her dedication towards her studies and the struggle she has gone through. But he failed to acknowledge it and has shouted at her. Somewhere in his heart, he knows he regrets every bit of it. But then he doesn’t want to accept it that he is wrong. He then looks at Pallavi who is concentrating on the class and he remembers her words. She is right, he is just her professor and nothing else. He should behave like one but he got personal and had humiliated her which is wrong in many levels. He as a mature and experienced person and professor decides to apologise to her keeping his disliking towards her aside. He decides to apologise to her after the class.

After the class, the students stand up to leave as it’s interval. Even Anokhi does. She is about to leave but Shaurya stops her “You wait Anokhi” Anokhi stands in her place. The students who were leaving thinks that he is going to lecture Anokhi and leaves from there. Pallavi is the only one standing with Anokhi. Shaurya looks at Pallavi to which Anokhi says “She will stay sir” Shaurya nods.

To Be Continued..

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